Felix tucked the clamps back in the box, privately relieved. He had never adequately been able to explain why, and wasn't sure he could now.
"Some derive pleasure from it, for reasons of their own, or for no reason at all. Some people are... wired that way. I can't explain them any more than I can explain why some men want to sleep with women." Felix smiled, faintly, for he didn't want this conversation to be so serious that both of them lost any sense of fun. He did want to use these toys later tonight.
"For me... I can't say that I enjoy it," he admitted. "But a certain kind of pain, inflicted by someone who knows how... it provokes a physical response. It's... something I learned to associate with... " Felix searched for the right word, and came up with an inadequate, "... reward."
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"Some derive pleasure from it, for reasons of their own, or for no reason at all. Some people are... wired that way. I can't explain them any more than I can explain why some men want to sleep with women." Felix smiled, faintly, for he didn't want this conversation to be so serious that both of them lost any sense of fun. He did want to use these toys later tonight.
"For me... I can't say that I enjoy it," he admitted. "But a certain kind of pain, inflicted by someone who knows how... it provokes a physical response. It's... something I learned to associate with... " Felix searched for the right word, and came up with an inadequate, "... reward."